one man down

one man down. 0022hrs.... Rest in peace... My heart is totally dead.
Speak no more.

Making a choice in life.

Making a choice in life is hard. You wont know which choice is the right one.. It is not as simple as just a coin whereby there is only two side(right/wrong).
Sometime, the choice you made seems to be right at that point of time. However, when it comes to the important junction. It seems like it is a wrong choice.
No matter wat choice you made. Make sure it is your own choice.
Even if you regret it. You wont feel so bad.

Human mind hard to read

Human mind are hard to read.... We wont know what they are thinking most of the time. it is not that i dont want to trust people... But, everytime i trust them. They disappoint me.

Well, I will choose notto trust anyone now. Even my best friends.

access denied.

I have tried all things...
facebook, msn, yahoo...
But, denied.

birthday..

it is my birthday and i am not surprise that she didnt come..

Well, so far so gd.. I have a great birthday yesterday with my favourite present a creative zen and a shirt by wanlin mei mei.. Hmm.. nice shirt.. But, too tight.. Wear liao like too sexy.. haha

Thanks everyone.. Cheers..

i did my best

I did my best already.. She still reject my invitation for my birthday dinner.. sad inside..

close...

CNY

Yeh.. .Today is chinese new year.... hmm.. but, i wonder how come i se it as a normal rest day. Unlike in the past which i will be very happy early in the morning.
But, this year.. I wake up and dont feel anything special.. Am i losing all my feelings and thought? Or may i just too tired.

My birthday also coming.. I keep asking that iris if she is free.. then no reply... hai.. look like i have to rise my golden finger to call her up liao. haha.

Anyway, i hope that Xuen will come for my birthday dinner. It is just a dinner.. nothing much.. But, if she feel awkard just like wat michele said... I guess i have to understand it..

Well, wish mee all the best bah. :) Cheers... Jia you..... Faint..... Cya.